In this episode of The Wrong Ones, we're stepping into a birthday reflection that feels tender, grounding, and quietly transformative. After celebrating my 35th with a low-key, love-filled weekend, I found myself looking back on one of the most beautiful and painful years of my life—a year that stretched me, softened me, humbled me, and rebuilt me in ways I never expected. So today, I'm sharing 35 lessons I've learned in 35 years. These are the truths that arrived through heartbreak, healing, friendships, identity shifts, inner-child work, generational patterns, nervous system regulation, and the slow process of becoming the woman I'm proud to be. Rather than treating aging or change as something to resist, this episode reframes those transitions as evidence of emotional expansion—the quiet shift from performing a life to inhabiting your own. Through psychology-backed insights and honest storytelling, we explore the moments, patterns, and realizations that shape us long after they pass In this episode, we cover: Rejection as an old story resurfacing: How most heartbreak isn't new—it's childhood pain told through a new character, and why that awareness changes how we love and heal. Losing what you thought you couldn't survive: Why the people, jobs, and identities you cling to often become the very catalysts for strength once they're gone. Being loved well vs. being loved intensely: How the right kind of love brings forward a version of you that feels safe, soft, and fully expressed. Criticism as projection: Why the traits others judge in you are often the ones they had to suppress in themselves. Believing someone's capacity the first time: Instead of hoping they'll one day become who you need—and how this applies in dating, friendship, and work. Why you cannot out-love someone's untreated trauma: The emotional, psychological, and relational cost of trying to carry what was never yours. Envy as a compass: Seeing envy not as insecurity, but as your soul pointing toward what you desire next. Healing making you harder to access: Why boundaries tighten as self-respect grows—and how the right people stay without needing convincing. Choosing your own life over the one your parents scripted: The moment adulthood actually begins. Not everyone deserves your healed self: Some relationships only earned access to earlier versions of you—not the version you've worked to become. Desire vs. destiny: Understanding that wanting something doesn't automatically make it meant for you. Healing as becoming your real self: Not the best version or the prettiest version—the truest one. Life repeating lessons until you choose differently: How one shift in behavior can end a years-long cycle. The liberation of being the version of you you recognize: Even when your family or past relationships don't. The fear of judgment disguised as fear of change: And why most people stay small because being seen evolving feels unsafe. Who you are when nothing is expected of you: What your authentic self looks like without performance. Feeling "behind" as a comparison symptom: Why your timeline is not a race, and time expands when you stop competing with everyone else. Discipline as emotional freedom: How structure supports peace, and avoidance creates chaos. The courage to disappoint people: A necessary ingredient for a calm, self-directed life. Confidence as self-trust: Not believing you're the best—but believing you'll survive if you're not. Convenience vs. alignment: The emotional debt of choosing ease over integrity. Sustainable success over fast success: Why slow growth compounds—in careers, relationships, healing, and identity. Wisdom as emotional regulation: Reacting less as a sign of nervous system maturity. Burnout as divine intervention: Life's way of slowing you down when you refuse to slow yourself. Being mislabeled by people who don't know themselves: And why their confusion is never your truth. Growth feeling more like loss than expansion: Because shedding identities is often the first step toward becoming. Shifting from "Why me?" to "What is this teaching me?": The question that transforms pain into meaning. Order as nervous system hygiene: How a clean space is a clean mind—and a form of self-respect. The power of saying no: Protecting your time, your bandwidth, and your emotional capacity. Being the right things for the right people: Instead of being everything for everyone. Slow mornings as self-regulation: A luxury you can create, not one you have to earn. Decluttering as emotional release: Letting go physically to let go mentally. Seeing your parents as people life happened to: A shift that dissolves resentment and opens the door to compassion. Loving your parents while breaking their patterns: Why choosing a healthier emotional reality is an act of honor, not betrayal. Reflection Question of the Week: Which lesson from your own life are you being asked to learn—again or for the very first time—and what small shift could you make t
