The Red Lantern

 On May 11, 2024, I lost my husband and best friend of 26 years. The pain of grief goes so deep and I am shocked every day by how grief has twisted itself into every aspect of my life.This podcast is an art project on how grief is affecting me, on how I accept the challenge of living with grief, while trying to figure out the “why’s” of why our lives are often so difficult, and at the same time, knowing that God is with us. All the while, patiently waiting to discover where the beauty of this pain will land me.My goal with this podcast is to establish a chronology and timeline of how I’m going to gain control back of my life and to accept the truth that is my life.Along the way, I hope to engage more with other people who are willing to share how they have been living with grief. I believe that there is still so much more laughter to be had, and through this pain we can still find beauty.Talking about grief is often painful, but as grievers, we can share with others that it is pos