Zen Roshi, Lola McDowell Lee, continues her exploration of the Tao Te Ching. Today, Chapter 15: The ancient masters were subtle, mysterious, profound, responsive. The depth of their knowledge is unfathomable. Because it is unfathomable, All we can do is describe their appearance. Watchful, like men crossing a winter stream. Alert, like men aware of danger. Courteous, like visiting guests. Yielding, like ice about to melt. Simple, like uncarved blocks of wood. Hollow, like caves. Opaque, like muddy pools. Who can wait quietly while the mud settles? Who can remain still until the moment of action? Observers of the Tao do not seek fulfilment. Not seeking fulfillment, they are not swayed by desire for change. — How many of our daily acts are done with awareness? We have the tendencies we were born with and the conditioning established through our lives. How we walk across the icy stream of life—our methods and tendencies are less important than our alertness. How does a Holy Man walk? We can see that each walks differently. Yet their awareness, which we cannot see, is the same. People recognize us by how we act. So often we choose to act so that we look good to others. We act like Jesus. Or the Buddha. But we have it backwards. When we find a depth of awareness, right actions will follow. We must learn ignore our concepts, our ideas, to be free. Including the ones you know about and those you are unconscious of. Does your True Self know how hard you work to be good? We all want to find heaven and bring our best qualities along with us. We must drop our luggage—and concentrate on an inner awareness. When you make a resolution—who do you make it to? Many develop a rigidity—in order to adhere to their resolutions. And when we fail, guilt develops. Learn to vacillate, be flexible. Then there is no need for guilt. If you are not naturally kind, or generous, then rigid vows to be so will not help. If you need vows, look within to discover why. We seek security--safety, a home, etc. But animals in the wild are not secure. They must be alert at all times. Their lives depend on it. Learn about death while you’re still alive. The tale of the Emperor who, looking for a Holy Man, finds a beggar. May 28, 1988
