Sigh. Last night, I worked on this episode, well the music for it. It is essentially four tracks. Orchestral strings, French Horns, a woodwinds section and the Grand Piano. It is dynamic, dissonant and boisterous punctuated by moments of calm clarity where everything comes together. I am not proud not ashamed, nor any other feeling about his other than, I have it complete and ready to push into the the online ecosystem which I maintain. I have limited emotional connection with this at the moment. Mostly because I limited emotional sensitivity within my self- as I was explaining to someone who had once been very close to me the other night, my emotional range of awareness really only happens when they begin to spike above say, an 7 or 8 on the scale of emotional amplitude. Most times low level amplitudes no matter what the emotional flavor is, I am unaware of them until they begin to push around mental bandwidth.
