At the Risk of Being More of a Mockery

AEW Redemption, RAW NXT Dynamite Recaps-mental health & fighting off irrational thoughts and admitting to vulnerable feelings at the risk of being mocked especially w vultures spying-buzzing in the wall vibration loud that its activated to elevate my already irrational thoughts-difficulties in social situations that reminds me of high school-industry factions being obsessed with me-not being afraid of being vulnerable while keeping my guard up-during incel era being vulnerable about women will me a joke so there is pressure not to fall for anyone-rather admit I took an L than becoming an incel-fine with dying alone-accumulated trauma-challenging year mentally not being able to eat my feelings-not regretting trying to connect-Troll fan fiction-closeted conservatives-Tony Yayo vs Memphis Bleek-beef becomes its own sub genre in entertainment-Rick Ross album considered a flop-Diddy-True crime has become its own sub genre across all art forms-women cogs groomed systemically for the anti women sentiment-some new music-initiations in pro wrestling-fandom acting like morality police-gimmicked name changes and overproduced shoot promos-WWE radio-Ryan Garcia-DSOTR Big Bossman-Triple H booking-botched concerts-normalization of heinous crimes-MTG-manufactured discussions on podcasts and streams-Bad faith actors defending Israel-Elon Musk feuds-DSA-AI discourse Jared Leto accusations-Civil Unrest-conspiratorial discourse feels boomer-Fauci discourse-Recaps of TNA Collision and Smackdown-More music releases-ppl pettiness show why they are not leader material-vultures not being as mentally free as me so they act soulless because they think Im an easy target for feeling happier-rather admit I get hurt catching feelings than pretending to be above it while trolls get mad I didn’t go irrational Online fandom get mad when establishment is self aware because it gives it away those talking points were funded by the establishment-never being free physically so mentally connecting is my only skill-stress comes from resisting admissions to how I feel-wrestling discourse has become a parody like forcing Jacque Rougeau into the conversation because more effort gets put into online storylines than the actual productv